i am finally bak! HAHAHAH~~ hvnt updated for aaages, and was on the verge of forgetting bout my tabu until sana reminded me a couple of days ago~ THANKYOOOORR~~

wagging school today cos seriously can't be bothered. Only have two classes in the morning, which i missed cos i slept it... aaaiii...dun know wats happening to me. feel such a lack of compulsion to go to school. and it's the most important year in my life.
but doesnt anyone realise how much of a waste going to school is sometimes? especially our school which teaches nothing and expects you to know everything? rather stay home, relax and do work instead.

have a few updates since last entry

turned the big ONE EIGHT, over the weekend on sat.
had the best time, and has seriously changed my view on my bdays. cos in the past, new years eve was the best day of the entire year, and my own birthday was nothing compared to new years eve.
but made me so happy just have friends together~

fell in love with AWAKING, but now only like their debut song DREAM. check them out on www.awaking.com.tw

started to diet, but gained weight from diet instead.
i think the diet i went on, really ended up with me eating more food than i normally do...and now i have a buldging stomach. so i think i'll return to my previous diet, of eating, or not, when i want to, whenever i want to, in order to lose the weight i gained.

started watching SAILOR MOON LIVE ACTION
YES YES YES!!!!! possibly one of the most humiliating tales of my life: i watch sailor moon...live action.
EVEN THE CAT IS A PLUSHIE HALF OF THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!
BUT....hello, my name is Nic, and im a...sailor moon live action-olic.
think im crazy? i dare you. www.animesuki.com. go to series section, and download it baby!

holidays came and past, and now term 3 has started. the most stressful term EVER before exams. gotta get myself together and study more.

all in all, gotta clear out my head a bit of a lot of junk and stupidity, and really get into everything.

so cold outside, so just been wobbling around the house in 15 layers of clothes. why does melbourne have to b so dull and cold, yet not even snow??! i want to plaaay in the snow!!!

last week of skool was horrible, with all these SACs and stress...now two ulcers have come and attacked my gum and lower lip, and r camping there for a while. IT HURTS SO BAD!! i can't even smile!!
even tho its jst only second week of skool, can't wait for the next holidays coming in what....7 weeks? then exams would be over, we wouldve had our formal, and i mite b going to China~ WHOO! been missing it so much....

falling in love with 张智成. [Cheng, Z.Chen] ever since i watched a little acapella version of one of his songs on 'guess guess guess' [is that wat its called?], went and dled his latest album, which was released at the end of last yr? its not bad, and i would recommend it. in fact hvnt been dling ne new c-pop, so it was quite refreshing to listen to a new voice.

DIET DIET DIET!! formal is coming in 1 and a half months, and i've gained weight. it's jst so hard to lose weight, especially in such cold weather! but i was watching this segment on how these ppl lost liek 20,30,40 even FIFTY kilos, so ive been inspired! the chubby I must get some exercise into me, or else i'll gain another couple of kilos, and forget how to run as well. it's been such a long time.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~

well only two days left until school starts again, THE PAIN! oh the pain!!!! but holidays have truly been great this time around. eventho it was 2 weeks, and normally i complain how it's too short, i've had a blast and certainly no complaints! it's been great catching up with friends and meeting new friends, and just relaxing from year 12 stress.

although these holidays have made me miss China more and more! stepdad just came back from China 3 weeks ago, and mum jst left for it 2 weeks ago, cos grandpa is sick.
but everything, and i mean EVERYTHING, reminds me of China. I write, i walk, i breathe, i smell [food mainly kekeke], just look at clouds and i would consequently think of China.
i want to see my grandparents and my relatives, i want to go eat yummy food, i want to go shopping til i drop [i]AT NIGHT[/i]!!!! i want to LIVE!!! I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN!!!! IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR OOOHH CRUEL YEAR 12 VCE?!?!?!?!?!!!!!

i've also dyed my hair again these holidays thanx to the help of "banjo". i'm still getting used to it, but i think i went a bit too dark....oh well, im comforting myself by saying that it looks similar to keita's new hair colour. can u see?

two more days! TWO MORE DAYS! i can't wait, yet i wish it was longer. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
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one more week until holidays so glad that this term is finally ending. but also means some really getting together of things, and some serious organisation of work and self. other than that organised to meet up with a couple of friends of course can't forget that. just thinking...is 2 weeks going to be enuf for everything?

went on SRC camp yesterday and today and now i am tired as hell. Had some talks on leadership and everything, which were actually ok. but the cabins that we got assigned were as scary as something that comes out of a teen scary movie flick.
didn't get much sleep either, and my whole body aches as a result of sleeping on matresses pulled together on the lounge room floor.

other than that nothing else much, except for heaps of stress. whole life is now pratically revolving around work and stress, along with one or two things that randomly pop up as well. contingencies! yep thats the word.

aaaahhh.....ii naa....long weekend. cos of the grand prix in melbourne, and the fact that our skool is right next to albert park lake where the tracks are, we got thursday and friday off. and then monday being a public holiday, hence SUPER LONG WEEKEND!!!

and what have i been doing this long weekend?

Thursday went to Alice and Linda's joint bday party. tanoshi katta!

Friday went to site inspections for various formal venues. and i DIED in my killer shoes. i could not walk for the rest of the day after it. but we saw some pretty good places, and some pretty...mmm not so good places. but going to the venues has jst made me so excited. and it all feels so surreal as well. I CAN'T WAIT!!

Saturday went to Chinese School, and found out I got full marks for my SAC[writing exam] we had last week!!! I was sooo happy and so relieved, cos i was very worried bout it. but this really has boosted a lot of confidence for me in Chinese this year! and gotta thank Linda for her luck as well!!!

and so....we come to TODAY i have HEAPS of work, and two big SACs next week. So after this i'll have to get on top of it. But im still so happy about the formal, and my Chinese. I just dun want to face the mean mean homework. BUT I WILL FIND COURAGE!!! hahaha~!

and thanx for everyone that visited my tabu!! eventho i hadn't posted for such a long time! so thankyou all very muchie!!!

still loving FLAME's FUNDAMENTAL LOOP!